My biggest dream is to become good enough at something that people come to me for advice or maybe acknowledge what I know is right.
But it seems an unattainable desire. At least til I’m at least 70 or 80. Then I’m not much interested in it.
There’s one thing in life I’m really good at. Really good. But as long as I’ve been doing it, I’ve never moved beyond the entry level. If I’m so good at it, why don’t I get recognised for it? Why is it that I have to wait til I’m long gone from this Earthly realm for people to realise I do know something?
I wish I could get rid of this dark cloud hovering just above me.